Post by spikekane on May 11, 2009 10:16:00 GMT -5
For some reason the lyrics to one of my favourite songs springs to mind as I sit ready to type this out...
"Fuck it all, fuck this place, fuck everything that you stand for."
Last night a simple misunderstanding led to a full blown flame war. The mistake was simply that I thought Cain was complaining about a different thing to what he actually was. Then I got the date wrong, which was really fucking stupid.
So it was my fault that Tyler Lucas and Demetrius Randall began to insult and argue, defending their friend, as any of us would do (or at least I hope so)
So I accept FULL responsibility for what happend last night. But being taken off of staff, being deleted without anybody talking to me about anything especially when the co-owner was on my side, is just out of order.
I've worked my ass off since I've been here, I roleplayed as good as I ever have against Randall and I thank him for that, but now my storylines are all fucked up, and everything I worked for has been thrown in my face, not just by my peers but by the owner who I thought was a friend.
As I said to Cain in a PM, last night opened my eyes, I'm not cut out for this bullshit anymore. I've been effeding since 1996 and I've made some incredible friends all over the world along the way, one of my closest hung up the "boots" and I was angry at him not understanding why he didn't want to efed anymore, now I see his point clear as day.
I'm sick and tired of being spoken to and treated like shit when I try so hard to do things for other people. It's time I put my creative writing to better uses and leave effeding behind me. Just so everyone knows this has nothing to do with Davey Boone, he's probably the best thing that will happen to this efed because he won't take any of your shit, whereas me?
I'm done.
This is usually where I say nice things to the people I enjoyed working with in the fed, but to be honest....I don't feel like saying anything other than this:
If we had a match, I truly enjoyed roleplaying with and against you, it was my honour to be you first world champion, but I'm afraid I hereby vacate the title and any status placed on my name. The road of effeding hs come to an end.
So....like the song goes....fuck it all.
"Fuck it all, fuck this place, fuck everything that you stand for."
Last night a simple misunderstanding led to a full blown flame war. The mistake was simply that I thought Cain was complaining about a different thing to what he actually was. Then I got the date wrong, which was really fucking stupid.
So it was my fault that Tyler Lucas and Demetrius Randall began to insult and argue, defending their friend, as any of us would do (or at least I hope so)
So I accept FULL responsibility for what happend last night. But being taken off of staff, being deleted without anybody talking to me about anything especially when the co-owner was on my side, is just out of order.
I've worked my ass off since I've been here, I roleplayed as good as I ever have against Randall and I thank him for that, but now my storylines are all fucked up, and everything I worked for has been thrown in my face, not just by my peers but by the owner who I thought was a friend.
As I said to Cain in a PM, last night opened my eyes, I'm not cut out for this bullshit anymore. I've been effeding since 1996 and I've made some incredible friends all over the world along the way, one of my closest hung up the "boots" and I was angry at him not understanding why he didn't want to efed anymore, now I see his point clear as day.
I'm sick and tired of being spoken to and treated like shit when I try so hard to do things for other people. It's time I put my creative writing to better uses and leave effeding behind me. Just so everyone knows this has nothing to do with Davey Boone, he's probably the best thing that will happen to this efed because he won't take any of your shit, whereas me?
I'm done.
This is usually where I say nice things to the people I enjoyed working with in the fed, but to be honest....I don't feel like saying anything other than this:
If we had a match, I truly enjoyed roleplaying with and against you, it was my honour to be you first world champion, but I'm afraid I hereby vacate the title and any status placed on my name. The road of effeding hs come to an end.
So....like the song goes....fuck it all.